Ok so its like damn near 4 in the morning and im bored, should be at home sleep but im not so I gotta make the best of my time... update...
So in life u don't get second chances, u barely get a first, but if and when u do mess up the first chance u gotta make ur next opportunity... opportunity knocks, it doesn't shake ur hand and offer you the job, if and when the time comes ur door should just already be open. You need to
grasp any and every offer there is, good or bad, u never know until u just do it, and if it turns out that it is bad... u live and you learn. There should be no such thing as bad experiences just experiences! Good or bad u learn from ever situation that ur in no matter how big and
complicated 2 small and simple. As a child you make mistakes and learn that fire is hot you will get burned, so stay away... you learn you love ice cram on a hot summer day, so enjoy it.... you cannot take away you past, u can't run and hide from it, just deal and move on.... I can
never take back me not seeing my family members before they passed, move on, I cannot take back that I didn't plan to get pregnant, grew up and accepted responsibility, I can however make sure that the things I did yesterday I don't make the same mistakes tomorrow, I can change my
outlook and make the best of my situation and make sure that my son wants for nothing. I am a helluva mother, just spend the day with me you'll see, he is barely sick, smart as hell, healthy, and a mommas boy for good reason... that is my life point black period. I would do anything for him stop anything for him and got outta my way and he isn't even 1 yet. He will make it further than me or his father and he will attend college off top, already has a fund set up, im on top of my lil man and its crazy to think that I was suckered into going to the chop shop thinkin that's not what I wanted but in life when do we ever get exactly what we want...never... we adapt we make changes we evolve, the strong survive, no the evovle baby and I am forever in evolution!!!!!