Crunkfam, why must I cry? Why hast thou forsaken me? And lastly, why have I been the one chosen to deliver all this preposterous ass news to you? I mean, really. This here shit I’m about to report to you is so outlandish and audacious that I had to put it in memorandum format. Yes yes ya’ll, it’s that serious. That said, let’s get it.
Columbus, Ohio. Home of the Ohio State Buckeyes, Shad “Lil Mama” Moss, Bizzy Bone, and…ONE. OF. THE DUMBEST. MUTHA. FUCKAS. ALIVE named Stephfon Bennett. Who dis here bastard you ask? Please allow me to elaborate.
Stephfon Bennett (no kin to Tony) is a menace to society who robs folks for a living. He and his friends live by that MC Eiht motto, “I gots ta get mine, so Imma take yours.” And that’s exactly what they did one Sunday afternoon when they decided to rob the home of Diana Martinez.
Martinez was parking her car in front of her apartment complex and chatting with a friend when Bennett and his insane clown posse barged inside her home and ransacked the place. Once they were done filling their bags with gold, frankincense, and flat screen TV’s, they fled the apartment and ran towards their getaway car. On the way there, Bennett noticed Martinez sitting in her car. For whatever dumb ass reason, he approached the vehicle and pointed a gun at her head through the window. Martinez screamed, flung the car door open, and slammed it into Bennett, creating quite the man down, code ten sitchiation. And here, my friends, is where the shit went left.
Bennett squealed like a biatch, limped away, and hopped inside the getaway car. As the ass clowns sped off, Martinez flew up to her apartment, discovered she’d been robbed, and called her cousin and nem to come over and help her figure out who was finna get moved on. An hour later, there was a knock at the door. Martinez went to open it, and to her surprise, saw Bennett standing on the other side. Was he there to apologize for almost blowing her brains out? Or for tearing up her apartment? Or to return her shit? Nope! None of the above ladies and gents. The prick was there to…waaait for it…ask her out on a date! I repeat. Ask her out on a mufuckin date…
So while Bennett’s stoopid ass stood there tolm bout, “Skrait up honey really I’m axin, most of these felluhs thank they be mackin, but they be ackin…” Martinez’s cousin slipped out of the room and called the PO-leece. When they arrived, Bennett was still standin there tryna convince Martinez to just forget about the past and let him take her out for a hot wang dinnuh Bennett was promptly arrested and is currently set in that jail til he near bout dun rot to deaf on a $100,000 bond. The other two numb nuts remain at large.
Bottom Damn Line: Fuck mixin bidness with pleasure. For you can’t steal a woman’s shit, den ask her out so you can hit, and thank she gon be down wit it.
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Side Eye!!! Side Mouth!!!

Nikole Churchill competed against nine Black students in the 15th annual Miss Hampton University scholarship pageant – - and won. The 22 year old senior nursing major, who attends the Virginia Beach campus, wrote to President Obama on Sunday to tell him that her crowning was met with negative comments because of her skin color. She also invited him to visit HU and speak about racial tolerance.
“I am hoping that perhaps you would be able to make an appearance to my campus, Hampton University, so that my fellow Hamptonians can stop focusing so much on the color of my skin and doubting my abilities to represent,” she wrote, “but rather be proud of the changes our nation is making toward accepting diversity.”
My job here is not to debate whether she deserves her title or not but to point out that the homie on the side is giving me all types of fever I have not felt in a very long time. All side-eyes are precious in His sight but when they are paired with a side-mouth their value goes through the roof. Source

How do you measure up?!?!

Ok so Ive been thinking recently, being a pisces I have some deep thoughts....lol but ok I was thinking about how do you measure success and happiness? There is no standard way right? so if there was there would be some people who would be shocked at the results, Are you the most happiest because you have the most money, the better car, or the better job, Probly not, You might have more material possesions and items but how about memories, and the thoughts you can go back to and reflect on when you arent so happy...As far as success, big wigs on wall street off thereselves left and right, have more money and items than I can probly imagine, but clearly they arent happy. I know that I can love doing what Im doing and as long as the money is enough to get me by, I'd definitly love that! As long as my son is straight, and has no need for anything( but he can want a ps3 all day long...lol) Im fine. I think thats the problem with people now adays, Some people cant recognize good things infront of them always comparing them to others and what they have and how happy someone else looks, when people only need to realize that sometimes thats one helluva front! Big Time! trust me! Not everyone smiling in your face is doing so behind closed doors, Like puff said, Mo' Money Mo' Problems...lol I dunno these have just been my thoughts for the last couple weeks, All I know is I am Blessed to have my son and my boyfriend, My family and friends, I am VERY thankful for them and know that at any given time all these things can be taken away.....Just something to think about....

So when

My question today hell for the rest of my life is "when will an ex not be an ex anymore" as in if you haven't dated a person in 6 years is that still considered your ex, when do you stop "claiming" them or is it only when convenient to block? for example Columbus is only so big, ppl are bound to date each others friends and ex's at least once, unless your an importer, LOL but ok so when do you stop claiming someone that you haven't talked to in a year and counting and haven't dated since high school your ex, how about we just say we were really close friends, or we used to date, she's a good girl, why do the hands off approach like you know that's my ex right, as in hands off, when both have you have moved forward and haven't looked back, at least on my part, I'm just curious, as to why hold on to something that neither one of you no longer have, or want, and mutually let go of?

Im back!!!

Ok so I officially never left, but I promise to start bloggin more, this time!!! stay tuned I have much to say!!!

Lil man walking!!!!

Sorry its sideways I didn't realize until I watched it that I was gonna
post it.... but I had 2 capture some precious moments, he's walking like
a champ, a week after he learned!
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SHOES!!!

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Shoes!!!!

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4th of July

Here are some pictures of how celebs spunt there holiday weekend, a very Preggers Lauren London Glowing at the white party, A very Pasty Lil Kim and a Pastied Ri Ri in Vegas, probly bc Chris Borwn was at the white party with Teyanna Taylor.... More to come

And thats the PROBLEM!

TEEN PREGNANCY IS NOT OK, DONT BELIEVE ME WATCH 16 AND PREGNANT! lol

I have been on every end of this conversation...and its sad! but ok this is the scoop

When someone tries to predict when someone will be prego.....for example
"she gonna be pregnant by 16"

How can you fix your lips to say that shit!!! You disgust me especially if you the ADULT in the situation....WTF thats exactly whats wrong with females and society in general! instead of fixing you lips to say that shit, talk to her, help her, express to her that your there to listen and not judge....Worst part is that what brought this up was the girl in questions Aunt....WTF do you look like DUMB ASS! if thats your 13 year old niece, SLOW HER ASS DOWN! you are old because your a mention and you have wisdom and been there done that not in fucking high school DUMB Immature ASS!!! Im sorry this pisses me off so bad bc there are double standards with males and females its not okay for a female to date around, but a male would be called a player....Thats for a different post tho =) but anywho, It saddened me greatly to hear this repeated bc once upon a time I was that girl that they were talking bout when a friends mom said that Ignorant shit, and I just wanna say that her daughter had 2 before I had my 1st, they were in kindergarten in fact and she is younger than me....SO BITE THOSE COOKIES BITCH! sorry ok but it was because I was a tomboy and sorry I didnt fit your idea of a young lady becasue I didnt paint my nails and wasnt into barbies but more into bikes video games and shit....WTF Please do not judge a book by its cover, instead help make the cover into a beautiful one that holds the book properly! this is why girls have poor self esteem and do dumb shit anyways, no encouragement means no standards....Just SCHOOL THE GIRLS SHEESH!


For the record the girl well call her S in question mother B had her at a young age, and that was the person who said it M, her niece B, the girl is her great niece S, and even the adults M sister had her daughter B at a young age.....SO FIX THE CYCLE BITCH DONT HELP IT!!!!



so not my family drama!!!! LOL

Eargasim

Ok so Ive been listenin to Trey Songs NONSTOP....Dont believe me follow me on twitter I tweet it everyday...lol I cannot stop listening to it bc its that amazing!!! I dont even have to skip if I dont want to just repeat and play!!! now thats rare in a industry full of bullshit! Fellas this is a must have for the ladies! So for your listening pleasure I'll post some favorites.....

P.S. Peep the Back Tatts.....OoO Sexy!!!

A Womans Worth

Ladies, when did it become okay to be the chick on the side? To be
"cassied" I really ned 2 know!!! If you know he has a girl and you still
push for that number 1 spot that's not cute that's trashy! Seriously! If
he playing her for u why would you want a serious relationship w/ him
anyways? He'd only play you, your the rule not the exception plz wake
up! Honey if nobody in your lifetime ever told you that you are worth
way more than that dog ass nigga I will! As women, girls and females we
cannot stand for these types of thing bc then they think they the shit
and can go around breaking hearts the whole time. Im not sure if u
realize that niggas do what you allow them to, if you let them cheat
they will, if you don't stand for that shit they can't do it right!
Ladies if you get into situations and you KNOW ur the sideline, don't
get outta pocket play your part, be smart about every situation bc at
the end of the day that power 2 him getting the cookies is in your hand,
and don't play dumb like u know that's not what he there for, why else
is he lying sayin he out w/ the boys and he with you....come on! Please
stay condomed up and have safe sex bc u and he don't know what his girl
is doing and ur the 3rd party....no clinic visits needed!
Fellas I respect honesty! Its hard 2 find, with that said plz stop
gaming girls that get so wrapped into it... it sounds so sweet!
Sometimes just be real and give it to her straight I.e im not leaving my
girl for you, you just fuck good, im out 15 minutes after we finish no
made up call needed! Ughhh just state your intentions with her so her as
don't walk around like she number 1 more like 1756......niggas make me
sick
I wish I could sing bc I would definitely come out with a girlfriend
number 2 song bc 1 im that bold, and 2 ppl would hate bc they know its
the truth, instead of songs like she can't love you like I do....ummm
yes she can and probly 2 times better that's why she got the numero uno
spot!
And fellas what constitutes a number 1 spot is it only bc she came into
the picture longer? If that's the case then why bother....ughh such a
waste of time...long story short there are so many fish in the sea for
one nigga to have 2 or three...your so stuck on one nigga who has a girl
you can't see all the good available niggas infront of you...are you
gonna be granny number 2 when ur 60? hope not...get it together ladies
and gentlemen you wonder why there's an aids epidemic and hpv is giving
women cervical cancer... with all that said just make sure u strap up!
Always!.....this is gonna be a continuing topic if I continue to see
dumb ass tweets!
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Uncle shawn

On a money mission,
probably end up dead or in prison
Death was their wishes
Now its you were missing
Who could've guessed
3 years after release
You'd fall victim to the street
Many memories
The many things you'll never see
Gunned down by jealousy
Now tell me how can there be peace
When my familys grieving
For a week and a half
Since you passed
Get to say my last words
Today when we put you in the grave
It'll be the last time we get to see that friendly face
In the mortal form
Worry no more
Rest assured he's in a better place
Suffered through the worst
Finally made it to better days
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written by my lil bro aint he good!
RIP UNCLE SHAWN!

Fat Gold Chain!

Watch the video

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Download the song!!

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Happy Birthday BABY!!!!

Shawns Bday! My lil baby turned 1, he almost a man!!!LOL

Let me take you to wonderland!

Mixtape for the ladies!!! click to download!



Here

Drake

I just love pictures like this, It just captures the moment, the vibe the feel, and of course the aura of Drake....I mean he has only put out one video some time back and then just str8 mixtapes I would say he's next but baby he's already Up! the top one is from Toronto and the bottom I don't remember from the credits! Get it Heartbreak Drake!

Ok so...

If anybody watched 106 and park the other day the dream was on there...wearing a very tigh very questionable coat....and heres the same coat looking like its on the rightful owner...I am looking so hard to find pics of the dream on 106 Because I can BET that this is the same one!!!!!

Wonderland Vol. 1 A.U and Dez

Yo, if you aint already go cop this where u been?!?!?! Get your priorites together and download this while you finish the rest of my blog(to download click the album cover), then when u done Hit up Dez and AU on Twitterand tell them how great it was and dont forget to mention the Let me take you to wonderland for the ladies ya digg!!!

http://twitter.com/DezArnez

http://twitter.com/ThaAudioUnit

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New changes!

Hope you like the new layout and design!!!

MY BABY IS TURNING 1!

Shawn is growing up fast!!! On the 21st my son will be turning 1 and I
can't even tell u where the time went! I love him more than I love
myself and you will truly never know love like that until you have a
child (which by all means doesn't condone making 1 bc ur lonely) but u
can never understand just how much you mother (if she was a good 1)
loved you until you have your own! He really is my heart!

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Happy B-day Mommy

So today is my mom's bday and she is turning 41 yrs young, Gotta love her! IDK what to get her as a gift, with her anniversary being monday and then her bday today and mothers day sunday I think she deserves 1 BIG thing...lol

Dop3!

The first one is so damn fresh! maybe bc I live in ohio, something has to be fly about Us! you can pick up yours from my homie @ eightyfivefresh.blogspot.com. The other one I found blog surfing and of course its my girl on there, looking straight Diva (this is a stick up stick up gimme the bags of the money!) I gotta cop that one so if any one knows where to get them online hit me up!

AMAZING!

I Love the song regardless if jeezy was in it or not and the Video is nothing less than the name!!!

Amazing from kwest on Vimeo.

Wheres the Love?

So my favorite couple is no longer, although I have to admit that I liked them better apart then what they did together except for milkshake, but seriously I am completely surprised. She's 7 months preggers and rumor is that she filed so she could get money, Kels did ur milkshake run dry? I woulda thought that the Neptune's chick would have her own cuz she bossy! lol But I just tryna figure out who nas gonna wife next bc he sure do got her naked ass on his arm!! and she definitely don't look like anybody else! Good luck with that Nas!

Shoe Heaven!

These bad boys right here belong to Monica, yea the singer that ain't came out with nothing in a minute, and baby dad Rocko definitely must be doing something to Pull these out...I cant knock it tho but I want these....They're weird so not everybody gonna be feeling me but these are fire if u ask me.....BAD!

Keesha Coles shoes are Thee shit! Her recent photoshoot with king mag which was displayed on MTO turned up these 2 die 4's which are Chanels! Get it Ki Ki!

And leave it up to the Diamond Princess herself to Have the bangin LV Bag!

American Housewife

My pictures came out wonderful, the concept was the photographers and I had my friend Tiffany as the makeup artist. I struggled all day trying to figuare out what kinda robe I was gonna wear then I headed over to my grannys and jacked her stuff...lol I figuared he wanted a not to pretty not to ugly type of deal and I was so right! That wine sure did help with my jitters as this was my first photoshoot and I was hoping that watching all those top model reruns would help with my poses and my face....LOL but I do need to study more, they werent good examples, but regardless I felt DOPE!!!! Well I cant wait for my next opprotunity to take pics and hopefully by then all my baby weight will be gone. If you are in the ohio area and need a Photographer, hit me up for contact information for both the makeup artist and photographer!

Tiffany my makeup artist/Model herself!

Sleepy randomness

If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
- Yep @ the end of the day it effects ur relationship in different
ways!
What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
- Check up
Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
-depends on the questions...
Are you shy?
- yep but not when drinking... :)
Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out?
-I love it.
If you could push one person off of a mountain, who would it be?
- im not that mean
Have you ever lost a close friend?
- Yep my uncle, ashlee but I got her back! Lmao
Do you have any bruises on you?
- mysteriously on my leg....im so clumsy!
How's your mood?
- chipper
Is anything wrong with your eyes?
- nope
How has 2009 been for you so far?
-eventful
How late did you stay up last night?
- 6am idk why
Do you live alone?
- nope.
How long can you go without your cell phone?
- not 2 long....ugh damn twitter...lol
Name something you did yesterday?
- sleep, watch tv, shower, play with my son
What color are your eyes?
- a gorgeous brown baby!
What color is your hair?
-reddish brown but im thinking of a golden honey blonde for summer!
Do you sleep with a fan on?
-OMG I can't stand still air, I can't breath
Where is your cell phone?
-in my hands, what im typin on!
How is your hair?
-freshly washed and horrible.... its 4 am what's it posed to look
like?
Will you be up before seven am tomorrow?
- anyone who knows me can answer this....um no unless going to sleep
from the day b4 @ 5 or 6 counts!
Did you speak to your mother today?
- Yep I do everyday!
Were you happy when you woke up today?
-of course everyday is a blessing to wake up, but when I got outta bed
no....I was sore!!! Oww
What were you doing at eight this morning?
- Sleeping
What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
- playing with shawn, seeing my mom, cleaning...nothing really
What should you be doing right now?
- Sleeping!
Day been rough?
- yep, still sore!
The last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
- duh my son and his father....what u think?
What's in your mouth?
- honeycombs
Has anybody told you they loved you today?
- yes.
Are you dating the last person you hugged?
- nope.
Your phone rings, what do you say?
- Depends, chello fits the bill
Can you speak another language?
- yep baby talk
How are you feeling?
- bored and not tired!
Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
-now!
Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
- always.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-alice!!!
Have you ever seen the last person you texted naked?
- hahahahahahhahahahahaha haha yep
Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
-yep.
Do you believe people deserve second chances?
-well, i damn sure don't hand them out like coupons.
Did you have sex today?
-nope.
Is anyone in your top a virgin?
- idk im gonna say hopefully my sister...who knows?
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
- nope its 4 am!!
What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
-shawn just go back 2 sleep....lol
If someone doesn't like you its probably because?
- who cares its there loss and im not changin for shit!
Have you ever had someone sing to you?
- yes haha no details about that!
What's your opinion on "no sex before marriage"?
- so wish this was possible for me, I am gonna be abstinent one day!
Do you like competition?
- Depends, with love- no everything else - u can't see me! Lol
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
-name one beach in Ohio and I'll walk it, but yes in Atlantic City when
I was 16
Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
- Open too open!
Do you think two people can last forever?
- Back in the day <3
Have you ever slept in the same bed with someone you liked?
- yes.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a E, J, L, K or R?
- was that even a question e,l,j,k and r....lmao not! Just the last 3 I
think...geeze
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
- terrified!
Do you still talk to the person you last pulled?
-yessir!
Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?
- all the time!
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
- always have, always will.
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
- nope. they are just men food, xbox and beer is pretty simple! Lol
If you could go back one month and change something would you?
- yep but can't, so the question should be if I look back a month from
now would I wanna change anything...nope living life the only way I
know....alive!!
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
- Yes!
Are you in a good mood right now?
- Yes!
Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
- ahhh my boo...
Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
- don't have any one but if I did they would be jessica simpsons... she
can't sing but can make a helluva shoe!!!
Have you ever called someone, said something, and hung up?
- mmm yes lol
Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
-yea 2 see
Are you a nice person?
- yes.
Has someone ever licked your cheek or forehead?
- lol yes.
Would you date someone taller than you?
- always! But where they make them like that anymore?
Is there anyone your currently crushing on?
- pshhh yes.
Who was the last person to talk dirty to you?
- ahhhhahaha well...
Doing anything good later?
- sleep.
Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
- nope I pretty much hang up on those
What are you excited for?
- TOMORROW! SUMMER! NC! SHAWNS 1ST BDAY!
Do you think teenagers can be in love?
-anyone can be in love.
Do you find it hard to trust others?
- It's simple. I don't trust at all.
Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
-In general? 2 much
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
- yes!
Why do you think so many people cheat?
-Ahh, for many reasons i believe.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
-yup.
When did you last talk to your number 1?
-play em all like 2's baby...no one can have my heart but ME!
What were you doing at 4am?
- finishing this!
Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
- NC w/ alice or with my boo...<3
Are you going on vacation this coming summer?
-yes duh<3
Does your last ex miss you?
- Ask him. Probly!
Does anyone like you?
- I could name a few.
Do you have a best friend?
- I have 2 really good ones, alice and ryan and then I have one that is
there everytime she's supposed 2 be, brooke
Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
- brandons mom, kendra, bun b
Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
-Open but I prefer it closed
Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
-duh im a mom!
Are you taller than your mom?
-yes.
Your last kiss, what does it remind you of when you think about it?
- that I need to learn how 2 kiss....lmao seriously....I can kiss but
people kiss different... <3
What was the first thing you did this morning?
- checked my texts
What are your initials?
- BNH
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
- ahhh... yeah glad its different now!!!
Have you ever ridden a horse?
- yes.
Do you look better pale or tanned?
- everyone looks better tan. And I need 1!
If the last person you kissed really needed you at 3AM, would you go?
- of course, im probly already there b4 the ask!
Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
-yup, but that was puppy love baby doesn't matter now!
Can you run in heels?
- yep sure can, never met a shoe I couldnt
Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
-nope im an individual with my very own name, it might be the same as
half the 80's
Does your last ex have a job?
- who cares
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
YES
Have you ever done something illegal with a family member?
-nope but I would be there if they needed me, we family we all we
got!!!
What about with your best friend?
Sure would baby....loyalty aint tatted for no reason!!!
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I miss You

So my sons birthday is coming up, which means its also the day that my uncle passed away which is marking a year. Stressful times and yet I'm forced to keep a smile on my face. My uncle was my world, my second father, if I didn't like what my dad had to say he was my second opinion and if it was something that I couldn't tell my dad, he was my first. He wasn't around my high school years but his letters were, he knew all the drama with boys, friends, and just me growing up. He was my inspiration of sorts because every letter had positive energy in it. I still have all those letters and now I have all the letters I've sent him, I cant believe he kept them, I guess men can be sentimental. It hurt my heart when I was in the hospital calling, my uncle was so excited that I was pregnant, I take that back he wasn't thrilled that I was pregnant at first, more surprised because he knew my goals, but when I womaned up and owned it he was happy and excited for his lil nephew. Man I'm tearing up hol on.... I mean dont get me wrong I love my daddy, but at the same time my dad was strict and always working so he couldn't spend the time like he wanted to, but my uncle was always there taking me and my cousins to magic mountain, outta town trips you name it I was always included and I hate that my son would never know such a great man. I mean I wish he coulda just held him once just to get a picture so I can show him that is the man that ur named after.... My uncle thought he missed my baby shower only because I had 2, so when I came back from taking Alice back home to NC when I walked thru the door I had to push babies r us bags out the way, I was so tired from getting home @3 am but excited because I thought it was all on me....when I say it was so much different random stuff I got more from my uncle than my 1st baby shower. Everything from clothes to towels to tubs to plug covers to first aide kit bottles you name it it was in the bags not to mention diapers and a box of wipes! I was set for the 1st three months. He was so proud that I was still going to school and he knew how stressed I was about not having a job but having a baby. babies = Money point blank, my uncle would help me anyway possible and sometimes I just look up to the sky and say my prays and hope that god relays my message and lets him know that I love him and truly miss him....I can still call the voicemail and hear you talking to uncle ricky, but I wanna talk to my uncle, I can still read all you letters and ponder on why I didnt listen to advice then that woulda helped me now, but regardless of the situation you are no longer here, and I know you up there in heaven keeping a eye on everyone that you loved and loved you and that was alot of people! I have you pictures all through my house, just so Shawn can ask who that is, and I can tell him his big Uncle Shawn...Iight I gotta get off here I cant type thru the tears....

Week of 4/17/09

OK so my bloggin everyday skills suck! But I'm mad busy and hate bloggin from my phone...Ahh so much has happened this week

OK so last Saturday my family came into town....had a blast! went out and had some fun except I didn't have a proper ID to get into some bougie ass club so we just went to some bars! I love my cousins cant wait for them to come back

Monday My son started taking his first steps with his push walker!!!! YAY!!! big boy, maybe it sunk in that I wouldn't be having a bday party if he didn't walk...I'm not carrying around the birthday boy...lol I also had a photo shoot which was fun getting my makeup done and doing something that's out my everyday norm....maybe I'll post the pics!

Tuesday me and the fam and My friend Keia and her daughter went to the park and flew kites....Yay what fun for the kids!

Wednesday I went to easton with Mykeia and her daughters and My son and boyfriend. It was her daughter Aaliyah's first bday so We walked around the mall and that's when I fell in love with some shoes!!! AHHHHHH just gotta let that out they are so bad and comfortable!!!!

Thursday: what a day....cant talk about that tho.... I helped Brooke with her midterm like a friend should do, so I stayed up almost all night reading articles....BoRING...lol but anything to help a friend...lol

Friday nothing really happened....went to easton and got Aaliyah her birthday present for her party which brings us to Saturday!!!!

Saturday I went to Aaliyah's bday party with my sister and Shawn, he ain't cupcakes for the first time and smashed them...lol After the bday party went to easton and was looking for a shirt but got rushed cuz I had to pick up my man from work....HAPPY 1st BDAY LI LI

Went out bar hoppin....Such Fun....I had to drive so I couldn't just get smashed like I wanted but I still was buzzed....Had fun hoppin from club to club party to party...Met up with alot of people and had waffle house at the end of the night...The only thing I hate about clubs is how damn hot it is....They need to be running air when its 85 degrees outside...damn Im not tryna die of a heatstroke!!! then came home and put my son to sleep, while the birds were keeping me up! Ugh....I love my Life!

Hot as hell in Static but had hella fun!

AHHH Spring!

Ok b4 I begin let me start by saying that the 2 weeks b4 Easter I don't know where they went...maybe there under my bed, because I sure didn't do anything and was MIA.....

So April 15Th was my girl Mykeia's 21st Bday! super excited! it was my first time out since coming home so I wanted to do it big, Tuesday night we got a bottle of Tang and papaya juice and stayed in for the night which was fine. Wednesday on her bday didn't do anything together but Thursday I picked her up and we rode all day because it was beautiful out and went shopping I picked up a couple dresses since its spring and I'm on my girlie look! Hott! she got some shoes and I got a much needed Strapless Bra! any who Thursday night we were stuck trying to figure out where to go, We ended up @ the spot bc ladies are free and it goes down on a Thursday! Had mad fun and seen alot of people. These are a couple of the pics!

“When I was 5 years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down “happy.” They told me I didn’t understand the assignment and I told them they didn’t understand life.”

Happy Easter

Hope everyone is having a wonderful Easter and that you and your families are safe and blessed!

My thoughts

Ok so its like damn near 4 in the morning and im bored, should be at home sleep but im not so I gotta make the best of my time... update...
So in life u don't get second chances, u barely get a first, but if and when u do mess up the first chance u gotta make ur next opportunity... opportunity knocks, it doesn't shake ur hand and offer you the job, if and when the time comes ur door should just already be open. You need to
grasp any and every offer there is, good or bad, u never know until u just do it, and if it turns out that it is bad... u live and you learn. There should be no such thing as bad experiences just experiences! Good or bad u learn from ever situation that ur in no matter how big and
complicated 2 small and simple. As a child you make mistakes and learn that fire is hot you will get burned, so stay away... you learn you love ice cram on a hot summer day, so enjoy it.... you cannot take away you past, u can't run and hide from it, just deal and move on.... I can
never take back me not seeing my family members before they passed, move on, I cannot take back that I didn't plan to get pregnant, grew up and accepted responsibility, I can however make sure that the things I did yesterday I don't make the same mistakes tomorrow, I can change my
outlook and make the best of my situation and make sure that my son wants for nothing. I am a helluva mother, just spend the day with me you'll see, he is barely sick, smart as hell, healthy, and a mommas boy for good reason... that is my life point black period. I would do anything for him stop anything for him and got outta my way and he isn't even 1 yet. He will make it further than me or his father and he will attend college off top, already has a fund set up, im on top of my lil man and its crazy to think that I was suckered into going to the chop shop thinkin that's not what I wanted but in life when do we ever get exactly what we want...never... we adapt we make changes we evolve, the strong survive, no the evovle baby and I am forever in evolution!!!!!

My best friend

Ok so Alice called me drunk last night which is coo except it was 3....lol but that's my bestfriend I could be trying to climb out a volcano and I would answer the phone. Ok so back to the story line... blah blah blahze blaze... so then she hits me, that im to optimistic, which I do see it as a problem too... sometimes I am to happy
regardless... I honestly think the only person that I can be serious with is Brandon, but that's because he is not serious almost never... so
I can see how that would get on her nerves...lol but I think im like that because Alice is so serious.... opposites attract. But regardless
of the situation that is my bestfriend, so a little more serious I will be...lol gotta read up on my realness... but honestly I think life is too short to be serious all the time, and not smile.... so what someone pisses you off smile at that bitch make her mad.... I think its just my wall, my front, never let them see you sweat and don't show any emotion,
although happy is an emotion... I dunno regardless like I said me and her are bestfriends optimistic or not.... I love that girl!!!!!