Sleepy randomness

If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
- Yep @ the end of the day it effects ur relationship in different
ways!
What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
- Check up
Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
-depends on the questions...
Are you shy?
- yep but not when drinking... :)
Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out?
-I love it.
If you could push one person off of a mountain, who would it be?
- im not that mean
Have you ever lost a close friend?
- Yep my uncle, ashlee but I got her back! Lmao
Do you have any bruises on you?
- mysteriously on my leg....im so clumsy!
How's your mood?
- chipper
Is anything wrong with your eyes?
- nope
How has 2009 been for you so far?
-eventful
How late did you stay up last night?
- 6am idk why
Do you live alone?
- nope.
How long can you go without your cell phone?
- not 2 long....ugh damn twitter...lol
Name something you did yesterday?
- sleep, watch tv, shower, play with my son
What color are your eyes?
- a gorgeous brown baby!
What color is your hair?
-reddish brown but im thinking of a golden honey blonde for summer!
Do you sleep with a fan on?
-OMG I can't stand still air, I can't breath
Where is your cell phone?
-in my hands, what im typin on!
How is your hair?
-freshly washed and horrible.... its 4 am what's it posed to look
like?
Will you be up before seven am tomorrow?
- anyone who knows me can answer this....um no unless going to sleep
from the day b4 @ 5 or 6 counts!
Did you speak to your mother today?
- Yep I do everyday!
Were you happy when you woke up today?
-of course everyday is a blessing to wake up, but when I got outta bed
no....I was sore!!! Oww
What were you doing at eight this morning?
- Sleeping
What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
- playing with shawn, seeing my mom, cleaning...nothing really
What should you be doing right now?
- Sleeping!
Day been rough?
- yep, still sore!
The last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
- duh my son and his father....what u think?
What's in your mouth?
- honeycombs
Has anybody told you they loved you today?
- yes.
Are you dating the last person you hugged?
- nope.
Your phone rings, what do you say?
- Depends, chello fits the bill
Can you speak another language?
- yep baby talk
How are you feeling?
- bored and not tired!
Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
-now!
Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
- always.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-alice!!!
Have you ever seen the last person you texted naked?
- hahahahahahhahahahahaha haha yep
Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
-yep.
Do you believe people deserve second chances?
-well, i damn sure don't hand them out like coupons.
Did you have sex today?
-nope.
Is anyone in your top a virgin?
- idk im gonna say hopefully my sister...who knows?
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
- nope its 4 am!!
What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
-shawn just go back 2 sleep....lol
If someone doesn't like you its probably because?
- who cares its there loss and im not changin for shit!
Have you ever had someone sing to you?
- yes haha no details about that!
What's your opinion on "no sex before marriage"?
- so wish this was possible for me, I am gonna be abstinent one day!
Do you like competition?
- Depends, with love- no everything else - u can't see me! Lol
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
-name one beach in Ohio and I'll walk it, but yes in Atlantic City when
I was 16
Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
- Open too open!
Do you think two people can last forever?
- Back in the day <3
Have you ever slept in the same bed with someone you liked?
- yes.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a E, J, L, K or R?
- was that even a question e,l,j,k and r....lmao not! Just the last 3 I
think...geeze
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
- terrified!
Do you still talk to the person you last pulled?
-yessir!
Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?
- all the time!
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
- always have, always will.
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
- nope. they are just men food, xbox and beer is pretty simple! Lol
If you could go back one month and change something would you?
- yep but can't, so the question should be if I look back a month from
now would I wanna change anything...nope living life the only way I
know....alive!!
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
- Yes!
Are you in a good mood right now?
- Yes!
Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
- ahhh my boo...
Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
- don't have any one but if I did they would be jessica simpsons... she
can't sing but can make a helluva shoe!!!
Have you ever called someone, said something, and hung up?
- mmm yes lol
Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
-yea 2 see
Are you a nice person?
- yes.
Has someone ever licked your cheek or forehead?
- lol yes.
Would you date someone taller than you?
- always! But where they make them like that anymore?
Is there anyone your currently crushing on?
- pshhh yes.
Who was the last person to talk dirty to you?
- ahhhhahaha well...
Doing anything good later?
- sleep.
Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
- nope I pretty much hang up on those
What are you excited for?
- TOMORROW! SUMMER! NC! SHAWNS 1ST BDAY!
Do you think teenagers can be in love?
-anyone can be in love.
Do you find it hard to trust others?
- It's simple. I don't trust at all.
Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
-In general? 2 much
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
- yes!
Why do you think so many people cheat?
-Ahh, for many reasons i believe.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
-yup.
When did you last talk to your number 1?
-play em all like 2's baby...no one can have my heart but ME!
What were you doing at 4am?
- finishing this!
Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
- NC w/ alice or with my boo...<3
Are you going on vacation this coming summer?
-yes duh<3
Does your last ex miss you?
- Ask him. Probly!
Does anyone like you?
- I could name a few.
Do you have a best friend?
- I have 2 really good ones, alice and ryan and then I have one that is
there everytime she's supposed 2 be, brooke
Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
- brandons mom, kendra, bun b
Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
-Open but I prefer it closed
Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
-duh im a mom!
Are you taller than your mom?
-yes.
Your last kiss, what does it remind you of when you think about it?
- that I need to learn how 2 kiss....lmao seriously....I can kiss but
people kiss different... <3
What was the first thing you did this morning?
- checked my texts
What are your initials?
- BNH
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
- ahhh... yeah glad its different now!!!
Have you ever ridden a horse?
- yes.
Do you look better pale or tanned?
- everyone looks better tan. And I need 1!
If the last person you kissed really needed you at 3AM, would you go?
- of course, im probly already there b4 the ask!
Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
-yup, but that was puppy love baby doesn't matter now!
Can you run in heels?
- yep sure can, never met a shoe I couldnt
Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
-nope im an individual with my very own name, it might be the same as
half the 80's
Does your last ex have a job?
- who cares
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
YES
Have you ever done something illegal with a family member?
-nope but I would be there if they needed me, we family we all we
got!!!
What about with your best friend?
Sure would baby....loyalty aint tatted for no reason!!!
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I miss You

So my sons birthday is coming up, which means its also the day that my uncle passed away which is marking a year. Stressful times and yet I'm forced to keep a smile on my face. My uncle was my world, my second father, if I didn't like what my dad had to say he was my second opinion and if it was something that I couldn't tell my dad, he was my first. He wasn't around my high school years but his letters were, he knew all the drama with boys, friends, and just me growing up. He was my inspiration of sorts because every letter had positive energy in it. I still have all those letters and now I have all the letters I've sent him, I cant believe he kept them, I guess men can be sentimental. It hurt my heart when I was in the hospital calling, my uncle was so excited that I was pregnant, I take that back he wasn't thrilled that I was pregnant at first, more surprised because he knew my goals, but when I womaned up and owned it he was happy and excited for his lil nephew. Man I'm tearing up hol on.... I mean dont get me wrong I love my daddy, but at the same time my dad was strict and always working so he couldn't spend the time like he wanted to, but my uncle was always there taking me and my cousins to magic mountain, outta town trips you name it I was always included and I hate that my son would never know such a great man. I mean I wish he coulda just held him once just to get a picture so I can show him that is the man that ur named after.... My uncle thought he missed my baby shower only because I had 2, so when I came back from taking Alice back home to NC when I walked thru the door I had to push babies r us bags out the way, I was so tired from getting home @3 am but excited because I thought it was all on me....when I say it was so much different random stuff I got more from my uncle than my 1st baby shower. Everything from clothes to towels to tubs to plug covers to first aide kit bottles you name it it was in the bags not to mention diapers and a box of wipes! I was set for the 1st three months. He was so proud that I was still going to school and he knew how stressed I was about not having a job but having a baby. babies = Money point blank, my uncle would help me anyway possible and sometimes I just look up to the sky and say my prays and hope that god relays my message and lets him know that I love him and truly miss him....I can still call the voicemail and hear you talking to uncle ricky, but I wanna talk to my uncle, I can still read all you letters and ponder on why I didnt listen to advice then that woulda helped me now, but regardless of the situation you are no longer here, and I know you up there in heaven keeping a eye on everyone that you loved and loved you and that was alot of people! I have you pictures all through my house, just so Shawn can ask who that is, and I can tell him his big Uncle Shawn...Iight I gotta get off here I cant type thru the tears....

Week of 4/17/09

OK so my bloggin everyday skills suck! But I'm mad busy and hate bloggin from my phone...Ahh so much has happened this week

OK so last Saturday my family came into town....had a blast! went out and had some fun except I didn't have a proper ID to get into some bougie ass club so we just went to some bars! I love my cousins cant wait for them to come back

Monday My son started taking his first steps with his push walker!!!! YAY!!! big boy, maybe it sunk in that I wouldn't be having a bday party if he didn't walk...I'm not carrying around the birthday boy...lol I also had a photo shoot which was fun getting my makeup done and doing something that's out my everyday norm....maybe I'll post the pics!

Tuesday me and the fam and My friend Keia and her daughter went to the park and flew kites....Yay what fun for the kids!

Wednesday I went to easton with Mykeia and her daughters and My son and boyfriend. It was her daughter Aaliyah's first bday so We walked around the mall and that's when I fell in love with some shoes!!! AHHHHHH just gotta let that out they are so bad and comfortable!!!!

Thursday: what a day....cant talk about that tho.... I helped Brooke with her midterm like a friend should do, so I stayed up almost all night reading articles....BoRING...lol but anything to help a friend...lol

Friday nothing really happened....went to easton and got Aaliyah her birthday present for her party which brings us to Saturday!!!!

Saturday I went to Aaliyah's bday party with my sister and Shawn, he ain't cupcakes for the first time and smashed them...lol After the bday party went to easton and was looking for a shirt but got rushed cuz I had to pick up my man from work....HAPPY 1st BDAY LI LI

Went out bar hoppin....Such Fun....I had to drive so I couldn't just get smashed like I wanted but I still was buzzed....Had fun hoppin from club to club party to party...Met up with alot of people and had waffle house at the end of the night...The only thing I hate about clubs is how damn hot it is....They need to be running air when its 85 degrees outside...damn Im not tryna die of a heatstroke!!! then came home and put my son to sleep, while the birds were keeping me up! Ugh....I love my Life!

Hot as hell in Static but had hella fun!

AHHH Spring!

Ok b4 I begin let me start by saying that the 2 weeks b4 Easter I don't know where they went...maybe there under my bed, because I sure didn't do anything and was MIA.....

So April 15Th was my girl Mykeia's 21st Bday! super excited! it was my first time out since coming home so I wanted to do it big, Tuesday night we got a bottle of Tang and papaya juice and stayed in for the night which was fine. Wednesday on her bday didn't do anything together but Thursday I picked her up and we rode all day because it was beautiful out and went shopping I picked up a couple dresses since its spring and I'm on my girlie look! Hott! she got some shoes and I got a much needed Strapless Bra! any who Thursday night we were stuck trying to figure out where to go, We ended up @ the spot bc ladies are free and it goes down on a Thursday! Had mad fun and seen alot of people. These are a couple of the pics!

“When I was 5 years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down “happy.” They told me I didn’t understand the assignment and I told them they didn’t understand life.”